Last day of orientation, left only girls & 2 sl @ night, all ran half way. I was going too man >: But its fun anyway. Had all the shouting, it make me miss all the camps @ secondary, where we shout & shout like mad. omg, i miss my secondary camp mates/ gg like mad. went home like around 8, saw Jeff on mrt & we went to fortune to have damn late dinner with Sist.
I realise when I'm not in the good mood, i like to spend money like free flow only. Loot a few clothing from cotton on and a pouch and books/one shot comic from kino. It can help to pass my time on MRT like everyday. If not i will feel like sleeping much! After looting went to meet Amanda & Raymond for dinner @ ion, watami jap res. camwhore much & i having a serious stomachache like how i run the toilet a few days back. Dont know what i have ate wrong.
Serious need someone who can able to care for me everyday, able to control me in a unique way, able to look @ my face expression, able to coax me. the most make me feel that im important. Want it so much much much. From the start i though he can do it, but slowly as time goes by, problem, facts came in, everything change. He dont know when im sad, angry, happy, i guess that the worst that a human can be. & now im slowly realising my blondbond like sisters and my real sis is the one i guess. They know what i want what i need...
Maybe you want to know the reason, is not i dont love you, is there's so many things i cant accept already, the coldness you gave, the expression when you with your friends & me is totally different. I have given many excuses for you to myself, i have run out of it already.
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