Devasted heart .

& Tdy. another emo post )':
I MISSSSSSS MY GRANDMOTHER VERY MUCH .
Althou she haven really -ahem- lah. But but , i just went back to amk hse to get my stuffs! I saw the windows opened, i thought she never closed. But when i opened the door, i saw my grandma's dearest friend. I called him ' uncle' . Its seem thats he stayed over thr frm the day my grandma admitted hosp. Waiting fr my grandma to came home healthy ! His moustache seem have grown . & can see he haven went back to his home. I'm so touched by his actions! :'( .
& This is called L-O-V-E .
I miss her, waiting for me to come home & ate dinner.
I miss her, calling me ' have you eaten ' .
I miss her, calling me stupid ass. <3 . When you are back. I wouldnt make you angry anymre :'3 . Promise .
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& one more things to post . That make me very dissapointed. VERY ! I'm not going to mention her name and im sure she know im saying her alright ! Its already weeks i nvr contact her & ya, guess she forgotten about me? forgotten i have a handphone, forgotten i'm just eight number away! Yes, im those kind of person who wouldnt even make the first move to contact a person. & im pointed at everyone. Include my dearest sisters! . But i knw i still love them/her deeply & they still one of my dearest. & ya , di msn-ed me & tell me about you calling him recently. ( i think is very obvious already ) .
I wanted to plan stuffs fr you . But hows? I guess it would be a waste of time since you have so manys friends! . I hope you will still remember & still view my blog like always you do. Why not asked yourself, have you neglected me ever since you know maples friend. We not like always went out every saturday w/o fail. Bunks, pasta. & gossips around. Meeting ups with lotsa ppl & we stilk stick like glues. Even now, i never see any of ours photos already. Where did it go ? , might as well delete off bah. & I guess it wouldnt go back anymre. Says im jealous alright. If i didnt treat u as my dearest , i WOULDNT BE EVEN writing this.

Gosh, looked abit les. :') . But yeah. Is my feeling. Accept it or not.
If you cant feel it, means you nvr heard my advice tht day & you nvr change !! .
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