✩LARO ROMANTI QUE

Pink BB

2011-05-11T19:36:00.002+08:00

In love with PINK ~~black~~berry ! Still remember because of this pink BB i see on the street, make wanna have a blackberry. And my dream phone! OMg chio to the max :B

Weekends weekends ~

2011-05-07T05:39:00.002+08:00

Super duper morning weekend. I screw my body clock once again. How "great" . My eye circle and skin sure will get worst. Is not easy that is getting it better :/ Nao I'm gonna finish up the ridiculous RJ and head to bed like again. Even I just woke up one hour ago. If not tomorrow I will be getting tired when I'm out.

On a super duper happy note, I'm going to korea in the head of next month. Omg, can't believe that I'm actually going there. Super duper happy, And I get to go those art university, how great (Y) . But also on a sad mood :/ Why can't everybody go :// How to be happy like that? How????

Gonna finish up the RJ before 8am. Goodnight/ Good morning. :')

Nostalgic Effects

2011-05-03T22:58:00.007+08:00

This blog is on super duper hiatus, I think I will update only if I got photos and something

interesting happen. My life nao is currently is with schooling, school and more school. Thou nowadays, too many public holiday & some more wednesday I have no class. SUPER DUPER slack. Like 3 days per week for school.

Am currently a HAPPY girl, heading out tomorrow with my favourite girl. You have no idea, how much I miss my secondary school life. That was the greatest part of my life. I'm super duper active on twitter instead.

Follow me on Twitter

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2011-04-28T21:55:00.002+08:00

I wanna blog, but nothing to blog. Life boring. It sucks, school sucks :/ Waking up in the morning even sucks!

I WANNA GO FOR KOREA TRIP, #$%^%$#@#$%^&! lol

Jolene's 19th

2011-04-21T23:49:00.003+08:00

Jojo's Birthday present from us! :D

LOVE MY LADIES THE MOST :)

Kinda like one of the tired day, Walk around to get Jojo's present and her cake. Celebrate @ mr.curry again. Sorry jojo~, didn't early reserve ma maison. Pictures speaks a thousand words.

I'm lazy to type, tiring the whole day of school. I have to wake early for school. Just the first 3 days, all 3 days I'm late. How great(N) ! (Y) Finally my facebook spam with pictures I took with them. Too much W46P x; ! But I miss them like mad in school. How ? :/

# Things I hate the most

2011-04-20T13:45:00.002+08:00

First in Chart:

1# I hate waiting for people.

2# I hate people who "dragged" me along with your time.

3# People who act as if, he/she knew everything. Arrogant bitch.

4# I hate PDA. (Public Display Affection)

5# I hate last minute decision.

Surprise I'm okay with someone who lied to me. But who in the world wouldn't lie right? I'm someone who will keep in mind of the bad stuffs and I make sure i pay them back the same one day. -_- I sound like a witch. But if someone treat me the best, I will treat them @ my best. ~Wink~

School starts.

2011-04-16T23:29:00.003+08:00

School starts on Monday. It suck so much. I don't want school (neither do I like working) because I hate having the same routine everyday! And yet school have to change class, good to know new friends, troublesome to make friends. I suddenly don't want monday to come :/ RP toooooo far for me!!!!

I'm having fun @SecretRoofTalk, be it when my friends came or I'm working. I'm just being happy there, thou this the reason which screw up my body clock. Should I continue to be working over there?

"Between January 22 and June 4, expansive Jupiter will be moving through aries and the romance section of your chart. " -Sydney Omarr's astrological guide for Saggittarus.

So after June 4, I will be forever alone. HAHAHAHA I'm a astrology geek. o-o

Ellen's 19th

2011-04-13T00:29:00.004+08:00

**(I don't know why we like to take shit face)

Celebration @Sembawang with my darlings. Is been so long since I have met them. Since december 14? My advance birthday celebration. Baby boy is being a naughty boy, so we didn't took photo with him. He just sleep in his baby pram after the lunch.

After lunch, we just head down to visit rebecca bear! Is also even longer time didn't meet her. And I finally get to see her in hosp-.- nonsense. Hope she recover well from her headache, please make it just pure headache! Me want my bear to be fine! :// Need to meet them more and more often nao!!

Been so busy with stuffs right nao. Heading out late, overnight. My eye circle will not heal, no matter how many mask. My skin still will grow pimple. Gonna be a good girl after school start. I promise, no more overnight. But just let me enjoy the last week of holidays! JANG.

"True friends are like eyes, they see together, sleep together and cry together." -EstherEsutaa

Long straight hair

2011-04-06T00:58:00.004+08:00

I miss my long straight hair, It's been a year since i rebonded my hair. And also my skin @ that time, nao having a major pimple on my forehead. Jeez, randomness-_-

Gonna occupied my time with many stuffs before school starts. I wanna know my timetable soon :) & I think I'm gonna have split personality. How? :(

This is so real me.

2011-03-28T18:51:00.004+08:00

Came across this tumblr, and is so cute to the max! I love her drawing man. And i found some of "myself" inside HAHA.

& It will always spoilt the mood before you are out of the house! HAHA. So this is why my sis bought me a dual screen camera, i can look @ myself while cam-whoring! Cute to the max~~

W46P chalet (L)

2011-03-23T16:15:00.003+08:00

Just had a 2 days 1 night chalet with w46ps clique. Thou not all present, but it was fun and we had a celebration for the march babies!
Had drinking session, they really went all out to get drunk haha. Lucky I didn't lose much in "indian poker" and had break in the middle of drinking.
I wanna have a chalet with them again ^.^ Thanks for making it memorable, @abelyapp, @candicelsy, @limyanrong, @ong_jianyi, @stellaaacullen :) (L) And of course others too! With this i mark the end of sem 2 with my gpa of 2.8 . I want my dream 3.0 :( ~emo~
Thanks JY for the rabbit hat too :D
P/s, My heart felt heavy :{ , I have no idea why.

Shall have my fun

2011-03-21T00:02:00.001+08:00

Results out on 22nd March. :( I really hope can get 3.0 gpa will be effing enough. Please do well grades. Don't make me cry. HAHA
I shall have fun on the whole 21st till result out. BBQ with w46p, :)

SecretRoofTalk :$

2011-03-18T01:26:00.004+08:00

I'm currently working here! When went down to interview, I have already liked this place. It has a really naise ambiance and very cozy. Due to the location, the place is very private and wouldn't be interrupt by other outside noise.
The place is @ the balcony area, it even can see the planes flying just right above you. Huge planes~ (Can we pretend that airplane like shooting stars~)

The main purpose of this place, mostly are for events. Examples are like above. But also available for walks in. If you wanna to come for a drink and a very quiet place, no need to head down to clark quay/ esplanade by the canel/river anymore. :) Secret Roof Talk is one of the choice! ~wink~

For more info, feel free to call me / Log on to http://www.secretrooftalk.com/ . PARTY PARTY PEOPLE LEY ~

BoredBooth.

2011-03-15T15:54:00.002+08:00

I'm this BORED, take my ipod and photobooth.

I'm having slight fever, should I head to Secret Roof Talk in this weather? Brother say don't caught in the rain this days. You people too okay! ^^

I have many outing and events to plan, please make it smoothly okay ~ Will blogged more about Secret Roof Talk later, I always forget to take picture of the place. Shall cope from the website instead.

2011-03-02T21:45:00.002+08:00

Please someone have to entertain me, I'm bored to the max @ home. Kill me some time, bring me this kitten out. Dying already. Work next week ~ yays. I need $.$ too. Earn Earn!

On a side note what I'm thinking nao :

I need to get out.
I miss the time i always ton-ing out and think I have many friend HAHA.
I have finish dream high (Y)
Paradise farm faster sub ep 11 & 12. I wanna watch my Max Changmin.
Secret Garden why are you not buffering!!!
(Y) I'm working @ I.T fair w/ classmates!
Bye, off to watch drama(s)
I'm being a zai nu nao! T.T

K drama

2011-02-22T22:10:00.003+08:00

Currently burying myself into Korean Drama! Dream High & Paradise Ranch. I have to wait for them to air nao! :{ Next? Secret Garden? Gonna continue till my new job is confirmed. Just went interview yesterday night. It was a great place although is kind of deserted. I will blog more about the place if I got the job :>

I have alot of shows and movie to watch! If this were to continue for a week, I'll fat -wink- Eat, watch drama/movie, sleep. Finished 7 episodes of dream high in half a day! I think I'm mad. Yawnz, I should grab some beauty sleep later :) Annyeong~

School Holidays

2011-02-20T21:25:00.002+08:00

The Ballerina Who Loves Bboy. Was DAEBAK! It was so great, a worth of my every 80 bucks! I've videos in Facebook, you people should go have a look! After the musical, before the encore part. There's even a special, A guy propose to his girlf in the middle of the show. Omg, It was so sweet and surprised! I'm lazy to load all the photos I have, so go my FB la x:

A great start of my school holiday, wish everything will goes well too! End of sem2 and year one in RP. I have 2 great class and 10 great FACI! (L) Although I'm free of stress but I still wanna have the feel of going to school nua, rather than nua in home! :( Awwww, I'm gonna miss school.

2011-02-07T00:39:00.003+08:00

What a boring new year. I should have just went Thailand instead. Regretted that I rejected my mom offer. Aww :< Not many ang bao, but just spending time with my cousins. Sis lose much money because she's the banker and the oldest. I lost $.$ too. No more toms shoes for me! :(
5th suppose to meet my sister, but fail. Hais, I really don't know what to say. This year don't seem like a cny w/o them. What's the point of having a SOOOOO late cny party. I don't even have the mood to meet on 26th! -,-
Tomorrow Monday and just one more week w/ w46p and two more week to exams. Really must study! My grades like SHIT.

HCNY

2011-02-03T03:41:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone :)))) I'm having a super long weekends holiday :> Get many many ang bao okie!! I'm having a hard time "shou ye". HAHA thanks JY pei-ing me luh. Thanks retard. :>

W46P's Formal

2011-01-28T21:20:00.004+08:00

W46P's formal on 20th! Love those group photo the most. Had a combine presentation with another class from the other side of the door. Was the most epic presentation of all in W46P. I was quite impress with myself <: Not much stage fright! Esutaa is trying to be a brave girl. It was a good experience and a scary experience. Formal presentation is so scary :'< Looking back, I miss w16k many much too! The members class.
After this week, can chill till CNY over, and back to mugging for test. UT 3 coming on the week 14-18 FEB. Sure die, all exams cramp together. My math is really a @#$%^%$#@#$% . Never changed since I left secondary school. Mathematics is really getting on my nerves!!
Can't wait for CNY, I really miss my beloved sisters alot much. :') Can't wait on the 5th! ☀☀☀

M'sia

2011-01-24T23:01:00.002+08:00

5 Hours trip to Segamat! What a tiring ride.

My cute niece and nephew, I look so stranger to them. Can't believe my grandma was already a great-grandmother already. Everything is boring over there, just that their lifestyle can't compare to mine. But I love speeding, How wish SG can speed on the long straight dark road. Although is freaking scary. Con grates cousin A.JIE married. Next on line, A.YONG! AHA.
I'm a bit lazy to upload all the photos, I will just leave it this way. I still have the "formal day" to blog :D

P/s, I will not go there again. Is scary for the train to delay, I thought I will be stuck @ Malaysia for the rest of my life. AHA

I've told you so.

2011-01-21T23:29:00.002+08:00

Hi, I'm Esutaa. Having a new-coming new nick Estelle(Esther) coming from one that don't know how to pronounce my name!!! I need new year resolution to mark up the start of the year. I already have but just lazy to list down. Eeeks.
Having a crazye schedule ahead. I'm having holiday right after two weeks of school. I need a different job badly. I'm kinda sick of working @ Sentosa. Any jobs intro? :)
Will have a proper post when I'm back from Malaysia this weekends. A little no electronics weekends. Grrs. Annyeong☀

Busy Busy Girl~

2011-01-16T01:10:00.004+08:00

Was finally can catch a breathe today! BUSY BUSY with school, exams, work, project. Was out the whole to get my formal wear w/ Candice. Done in short short 2 hours @ NEX. Off to Candice's house for marketing research, didn't did much thou. After that KOI w/ JY! Had a great day today. :D

Little cam whore @ campus :

I don't know when is the next time I will blog. Jang!
I want to eat yogurt ice cream~~~ Goodnight.

How's life?

2011-01-07T21:12:00.003+08:00

I'm running out of words to said.

Follow me on twitter instead.

W46P ^^V

2011-01-03T21:29:00.003+08:00

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December memories.

2011-01-03T20:15:00.003+08:00

Countdown 2011 @ Aunt's Crib. Fireworks viewing from 31 floor on 31/12 & overnight, best-est cousins forever!

Meeting the Old Old Cliques!

18th Early Xmas' Partaye. Many champagne and red wine day. W/ a non-makeup day.

I'm so lazy to type wordings. 2011 please be a good to me. Every years seem travel faster than i expected and I have not changed in a bit. gwahh. But I love 2010 because...

Sister bonded still as ever.
Jiwe (one heart, bonded) members of W16k.
Crazaye & Lovable W46p.
A year where i bonded with my cousins so well, the best chalet I ever had so far. and it will continue on and on every year.
Having my dream phone, BB bold 9700.
An expensive birthday I have ever had and spent.
Althou is a little, but 2010 is all worthwhile! :-)

2011-01-01T13:18:00.002+08:00

Currently staying over @ my aunt's place (My kind of cosy apartment). Watching fireworks last night from 31 storey @ toa payoh. Naise 2themax. I have been neglecting this space so much. My internet will be back on 7th Jan. I have so many pictures to upload. The whole of December. Last memories of 2010.

Goodbye 2010. Welcome 2011. Luv.

(Y)!

2010-12-12T12:12:00.003+08:00

Everyday daily routine. Weekdays school, Weekend work. But enjoying both :D School was fun, thou working is tired to the max! Yesterday had fun w/ sis and little bro. Totally madness, midnight playing poker and laughing like mad. And Sis brought me digital camera! samsung st600! :D so happy max!!! Just feel that so being love!!
Can't wait for so many events happening!

14- meeting my sisters! 19- Birthday! 24- Countdown party w/ w46p. 25- Dinner w/ sisters (hopefully)

Meanwhile later gonna work night shift and gong cha @ the same time! Hope the Q is not long tata~
I have a very weird dream, dream of earthquake. Zzzzz

December babies

2010-12-01T23:11:00.004+08:00

WISH ALL DECEMBER BABIES ADVANCE BIRTHDAY♥!

Finally UT 1 ended. I have a math retest on Friday, I'm think whether I should retake. Which is plain bullshits, they made a huge mistakes in the exam and expect us to retake when we are innocent. They should just moderate :< AND Friday is my Sis's birthday!

18 Birthday is coming. I want presents, money and enjoy life. I want a Itouch for my present! Class all been playing Iphone/touch applications. Which is so addictive!! I have to thinks some for my december babies birthdays too.

Gotta update this blog often okay. I have something to blog. So maybe tomorrow? :-)
I MISS MY BOYFRIEND, :-)

SS3:(:(

2010-11-22T15:10:00.002+08:00

SS3 tickets has sold out, the "yellow cow" ticket has one cost 500$ per and it may even go higher! Where they only brought it for 208$ ... Daylight robbery!!!!
SAD AH!!!!

Like a star.

2010-11-20T11:11:00.003+08:00

This space is dead... I have been busy with school and i spend my weekend with boyfriend. Now weekend have to give to work. I'll be working back @ sentosa AGAIN... Hard to find job during weekend, especially i have school daily till 3:30. No income really sucks! When my spending is too much. I'll be start working tomorrow and every weekends.
I'm happy I'm happy I'm happy~~~
I'm happy with life right now once again. I'm just wonder how long it will last, happiness is always short life in my dictionary and it happen every time. How long will the relationship last? How long is the motivation is going too last? How long does free-from-worry was going to last?
Oh, today is sales of SS3. I showed my sister the super junior cover page i-weekly magazine then said today is ss3 tix sales @ heeren. Then she said " you want, go buy lo. I pay as your birthday present " I'm so happpppy. And nicely, Kahmin's sis is there. But there's a long Q there and computer are cocking up. Hope is not 一场欢喜一场空！Ryeoooowooook!!

P/s, I wouldn't respect useless guys.

SecondLOVE

2010-11-10T19:10:00.002+08:00

A few pixs just to keep this blog alive. I think i have slept too much that make myself so restless....
Ahh have to do something to clear up my face and alot things to do. Study>Backup my netbook>Clearing bedroom and clothes!! JANG!

2010-11-01T00:34:00.001+08:00

Hello November, Bye October.

Goodnight, sugar dreams to myself.

Orange.Yellow.Blue.

2010-10-25T22:59:00.005+08:00

Marche with boyfriend. Finally Rosti :) Boyfriend will cooked rosti for me, he say he know how to cook that *note it down** ! OHYA. I actually success in doing tamagoyaki! I'm such a good girl by making him breakfast after his 10km Nike run, but look and taste like ... but he finished it off, I just feel so guilty HAHAHAHA. tamago taste like sugar more than egg, shitake rice take more like chicken broth with rice!

ahhhhhh~ I want to eat kimchi soup~~

Camwhore!

2010-10-23T10:05:00.005+08:00

Im so happy, Im so happy. Finally got my first A in semester 2. I remember I got my first A in semester 1 is around 4th week or so. Which actually kill me to get my As! My class actually getting better which is a good sign. Preparing and researching surprise for my boyfriend HAHA. So i will shop later on for the stuff, maybe pull my sis out. I haven been talking to her nor going out with her for a week or so.

Thanks for the sweetness and everything, happy first monthsary(20oct)! Jason Au♥

#200

2010-10-18T22:48:00.003+08:00

I don't know why everytime after school, I will feel so tired tired. During the evening, I'm half dead. In school mostly I'm just slacking except Mathematics! And I'm having Mathematics II . STA have half-day school. I wanted toooo!!!

Today problem is about social networking. Faci show the social-networking movie. Movie of the founder of Facebook. Maybe I will watch when it out or ask boyfriend download for me! HAHA Is so interesting to me, billionaire! $.$ money money money.
After today, just make me feels WHY I blog and twitter? Was thinking of the question when was doing RJ.

Blog -- Update of my life and keep track. ( little diary online )
Twitter -- To stalk Idol. ( Shit enough but that's the motive )

Communications seem so FUN. Lucky first 3 week teamates in school is alright, please please after that be good too... ....

Fight / Flight?
I will continue fighting! Fight Fight Fight!!!!!!!

UniversalStudioSingapore!

2010-10-15T20:19:00.004+08:00

This post took me alot of efforts to update! Not use to resize image one by one. I forget how to use photoshop already! How to mass select? Is kinda irritating using Imageshack also, its being a idiot! I upload 5 pictures, it came out only one!!!
So it goes... (7th OCT) On the way to Grandma house to fetch her to Harbourfront to meet Mother. It's grandma birthday BUT we suggest to USS, I think we just want to have FUN !

Waterwork @ jurassic park by Singtel. This is the First show we run to! Laoda say MUST watch. Omg is was so nice, no wonder it needs 3 hours preparations! Then hit jurassic adventure. It was pitch dark and scary LOL . But it was FUN, because all got wet.

NEW YORK NEW YORK!! Love this place the most! Took alot of pictures, having americans' hamburgers! Nice! After lunch, Sis and Mom saw a western restaurant serving seafood platter & Clam chorder soup, they hit their heart!! HAHA Den Off to watch shows! From Live band show TO 3D show. ( It can be 4D) It was so nice, I open my mouth thruout the show. I'm unglam sometime.

I love my SIBLINGS <:

@FARFARAWAY LAND. Castle!!! So nice.

Last show, Shrek 4D (Strike 4D) It was very very interesting!!!!!!! Love it max, last show and USS no more people, closing soon. And mark the end of the day.

Next time! I wanna go with Sisters / Boyfriend. Quite a few ride not yet open, and some never really sit. Tunnel roller coaster ): Tomorrow Saturday! Everyone having fun! Working half a day tomorrow and meet boyfriend! .LOVE. Have fun friends!!! :D

2010-10-11T19:39:00.002+08:00

Zzzz I wanna update this space with my USS pixs a few days back, but all photos have to resize, too big. Imageshack.us doesn't want to eat my photos. And I'm lazy 2emax today. Spend my day lazy @ home and school start tomorrow. Oh god. Hope the new class is good, don't give me craps humans.

My hair turns DARK brown, sometimes i miss my light brown, little blonde hair. But look older? I guess.

2010-10-11T01:35:00.001+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY~~

Will update this space with pixs soon. Boring holidays~

20th's

2010-09-25T11:36:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was @ her fansign @ bugis. Boyfriend's cousin had tixs in, so i kpo went in too. Her vocal is really nice and pretty too. Although the fansign is @ singapore but it feel that I'm in cheena. So many cheena people! Beside and @ the back. I'm not racist, but their qiang is really irritating.

♥ J

2010-09-19T21:32:00.003+08:00

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Maggie Moo's ( mixed ice-cream ) @ 313 somerset. YUMYUM!

Thanks Min for the Shinee's lanyard, lightstick and yada yada k-pop stuff from Shanghai! Love it much. Sis say I'm crazaye! >.>

♥

2010-09-13T22:02:00.002+08:00

HOLIDAY HOLIDAY!!! One month! I'm on holiday mood! I don't feel like going for my UT 4 which fall on the 16th, what worse is paper-based. I have to print notes out. In case my brain clog in the exam. Pray my Ink don't finish fast. I'm gonna kill trees now.

Answer answer.... I think i have it.

2010-09-10T20:06:00.002+08:00

Im trying to add colour into this space.
Photo tooken during lina's birthday. (3rd) Eaten @ MARCHE. The smoked salmon rosti is freaking nice. I wanna go eat again! And after that we went liquid kitchen. Was worried that lina's doesn't have a wonderful birthday, but overall she is surprised by min's and beca's surprise. I want more celebration, i love party.

2010-09-08T22:27:00.002+08:00

Today is kill-ing me! After so much in the morning, It rain and late for test which left me 40 minutes and programming was so freaking max difficult, worst is no time. I'll not be updating much, as i will not take pictures for few week, Im gonna leave my face with no make up with a geek spec and go out. need to get my face back to condition. mask mask <:
money saving plan starts now! SS3 concert, art course, camera, universal studio @.@

-.-

2010-09-08T09:01:00.003+08:00

Feeling so fuck up right now. Grr. Bad hair day, bad make up day, sis left my earpiece @ friend's bag, forget to take my BB screen protector. somemore today is programming test, which means is later on @ 11am. And my stupid brother don't know download what game, which took this com whole night awake and still downloading the last GB now!!!!!! If is not going to end @ 9.15, I'm not going to care and off it. This month is such a $%@#!@#W#Q$#$%T^Y%%$">#$%@#!@#W#Q$#$%T^Y%% . Not gonna continue typing already, i'm not in good mood today, kindly don't piss me off.

Back 2 School.

2010-09-01T13:19:00.002+08:00

Back to school was great. Miss those teacher and cliques like hell. I miss those life, especially carrying sketchbook run around the whole place! School changed alot. There's even indoor hall for sports, Vp change to a one more joker. Why we don't have this good life man. Last time VP is like giving me hell, which somewhat cost me my eagles award!
I have to prepare my stuffs now. Have to go study for UT, urghh don't feel like it -.-

그는 그림자를 당신의 행동을 반복처럼 >:

2010-08-28T17:34:00.001+08:00

Im abit empty, just abit.

library @ esplanade.

2010-08-25T00:59:00.002+08:00

Since I make up my mind to blog tonight, i shall blog now.
Was library @ Esplanade withs Eve, Geof, Jason, Keith, Jaslyn. Okay i don't know what to type now. Im tired. Stomach isn't a good girl today.

The sky is red. Is damn beautiful. Phone camera sucks, jason should have brought his camera!

And fireworks, damn lucky.
Half programming notes done!! Almost refresh everything, half to go tomorrow! And chop chop finish up & go on with other 4 modules!
Sometime i love my life this way, sometime is just FML, i hate myself for using you.

Donuts.

2010-08-22T21:57:00.003+08:00

12 donuts! Eat untill mad, cause only sis & me eating. I should've said yes when my sis call me down to slack. Now im @ home bored liao siao, for 3~4 hours!!!! & I'm lazy to call her where is she. Badminton? Jogging? If they going for joggingg in the middle of the night, I will follow HAHAHA. Seventh month now seem nothing to me. Brave Esther (y) .

P/s, Im on holidays now!

Twitter

2010-08-20T22:52:00.003+08:00

Follow me in twitter people! I used to have it. Update for a moment & i neglect it. Quitted as i find it useless! HAHAHA. Maybe that time i didn't have much twitter friend.
But now, my reasons for twitting is quite lame. HAHA. i can stalk my idol in twitter! So don't blame me for not updating. Yadayada!
Will get my data plan soon. So i can click click on my BB.

W16K's Chapter Two! Chalet

2010-08-19T19:00:00.003+08:00

Is not group photo thou, & MOSTLY are those unglam pixs. Damn disgusting.

Chalet was great people. We have to change class soon, meet new people too. But don't forget what we said before!! If we have any more other outing we are to come as one again! (Y) You bunch of monkeys leave me with all those craps nonsense beautiful memories. The best class ever in my Polytechnic Life. It will be my one & only <:

Alan, Afiq, Evelyn, Geoffrey, Ida, Ghan Siang, Gavin, Jiayee, Saerah, Julaika,
Effa, Michael, Clifton, Keith, Sky, Jackie, Daud, Justin, Yinan, Vimal, Thai
Binh, Jerin, May.

W16K 2010 ♥ Love you all 2 e max.♥♥

2010-08-15T00:24:00.002+08:00

I don't know why my face so white. -_-

Today can be sucha "suay" day! I'm like so happy thought can meet my sisters today in the afternoon. But it was too late, so didn't went. Finally have time for them! So go on with plan, met Jason to catch SALT, the movie no ending. Went to deposit my cash, deposit FAIL! I've to wait for two days the money will be transfer to my account. First time encountered this, was shock maximum. yadayada. Had fruit paradise & Home.

Is the seventh month, Told myself must be home before 7! Don't go home so late. But always fail, every time out. 9plus the earliest reached home. HAHA I guessed I can never do it.

Have to do my last RJ. Reluctant to do it man ):

Thinking

2010-08-12T18:34:00.002+08:00

I miss my sisters ): Miss those dearest.

I gonna miss my class. Last day of school tomorrow! On a bright side, I have 2 months of holiday. UT 3 in one month time.

2010-08-07T11:31:00.005+08:00

Friday madness once again w/ class! It was fun, everybody wore red/white as to celeberate national day on our own, school also have flea 4.5% for people who wore red apparel. I wore red and white, singapore flag liao. So they assumee i got 4.5x2 9% discount. HAHA

I planned the class party with some help of the people, it was great! Once i was proud of myself again. HAHA bhb. That day we have no presentation so is just dicussion talk among class and we ended early. 3pm! So second meeting too free. We draw the board. HAHA
Class party, some pictures i like (Y).

THAT KFC i drew! The face :3 is so cute like me. xia0_cuti3. LMAO. ass the face damn ugly, frown somemore!!! & Poor evelyn, freckles. Food came and party time. (:

Red white Red white Red white!

Caption : TI ... TI ... TI... (inside joke) Love this pix the most :)
Then after went with Eve to get the braces's rubberband change. & meet a few jiwe member @ Dhoby to slack. Okay i was having bad mood. So bad i feel like slapping myself to stay calm. Agitated too much, those who know me well know it. My attitude sucks 2emax, sometime feel like scolding me upside down. Even sis and some friend say before, i seem to have two personality. I can be a very good personality person, easy to bully, easy to talk to. BUT @ the same time, I'm weird, my mood change too fast, i can just shout @ you for nothing, ignore a person when that person did nothing to me @ all. Nobody can catch it.
Sometime i myself don't understand myself.

I belong to me, I don't belong to you

2010-08-03T23:26:00.003+08:00

I'm tired tired tired ... No matter how much i sleep, how early i sleep. I can't get back the two night i overnight, somesort. Although how much i love gathering like how we did 7 years ago.

School for the last 2 weeks & holidays! One more month to UT 3 ! Study madness coming!!! & Chalet on 16,17,18! Hope i don't slack slack! Eye closing. B4ib4i

Hitting ChangiAirport

2010-07-31T18:47:00.003+08:00

HAHA I edit the contrast untill very nice right? I think so too. HAHA I'm so tired right now. Body ach now! Yesterday was my very bad bad day, how can unlucky untill like that ... Thursday left my Bro's laptop charger in school (My school com is not my own netbook) . By right I have to get it on friday but by left, I don't even need to go to school & im so freaking lazy. Bugisss > Woodlandddd! Can die seriously, school daily already been so shag. So mad angry @ myself, just feel like killing myself. Friday is Off-Campus-Learning & My block electricity cut-off from 9 - 11? So there goes my OCL. Did nothing and somemore is my cognitive module.

MAXIMUM ANGRY.

Aftermath is better, we does on our plan, ton-ing @ changi-airport. Kinda slack and boring. Nothing to do one!!! But photos-spam & is fun <: Photos cana be viewed @ my facebook. 90 photos. Lazy save from there.

Stupid damn slack damn slack. Basketball/Badminton later with Sister and bunch of shits, HAHAHAHA.

He seem so real, like right infront of me.

2010-07-27T17:28:00.002+08:00

Skipped school today, thanks to ystd late movie. Who ask evelyn don't let me partial on monday! I want to sleep untill i wake up naturally but stupid sister want me go Rsgc & down funan to collect StarCraft 2. Q darn long. 6/10 Job done for this week! HEHE

I now feel like eating TomYam Soup. HAHA. Maybe i should do anything i like, whatever i wanted to do. A few peeps told me life is short. Appear a dash in our grave. Now on, i will work hard for my dream HAHA, provided is realistic one.

I want to....
GO OVERSEA! (Korea, Japan, Thailand, Redang)
DO SOMETHING WILD! (Provided i dare)
I WANT TO GO MY IDOL CONCERT. This sound lame. HAHA

Waiting for pang gang! Byebye.

2010-07-25T21:54:00.002+08:00

Niao finally upload photos. Darn overdue already but i like ^.^

@ LaoPatSa during friday (Which is damn long). I remember I still meet the Evening evelyn and Goofy geoffrey to stay over night @ ClarkQuay chat untill 4am.

@ Fruity paradise!

No matter what, I'll love them as always. I wouldn't because of new friend and give up on them. They know too much about me, literally everything! HAHA

Issit my hair too bright? I even think is not light enough nor! HL told me like ahlian under the sun... I like it so much lah! Stop asking me to dye blaack nor dark colour. Must try light colour sometime.

2010-07-21T19:05:00.002+08:00

MY EYE LOOK SO SMALL ON THOSE PICTURE, my nose also big ): . Will make me wanna go for nose job. HAHA
That day was so fun, No powerpoint slides and we just have to do a draft resume. Everyone was spamming photos and acting like a faci. So much fun! <: Photos are on facebook. Im that lazy to upload here. Today programming m.f difficult. I'm going to grow white hair. Can get the concept but answer wouldnt come out. Hangman Hangman ... I'm going to hang myself up already!

Our time don't meet, our place clashed. I wanna be with you alone badly.

2010-07-19T00:51:00.003+08:00

HAHA. edit too much because of my eye circle but it just dont dissappear.

Can someone tell me how to cure my eye-circle. I've been sleeping early(except for today), wake up early. Having a healthy lifestyle (except excersing). Cucumber don't help @ all. Masking too!

Ugly, f.ugly.

No new picture @ a momemt. Either tmr pix. Or waiting for that niao to upload before i steal.

Urghh formal wear tomorrow sucks. Troublesome!

Ryeowook damn shuai. ♥♥

My love is not one two or three day. Don't talk as if you know me inside-out.

2010-07-15T23:38:00.002+08:00

Will try to write often asap. Putting a hits counter too. Maybe it can motivate me to blog or the opposite. But whatever.

I'm having a wonderful life. Dont worry ☀

I had so many irony in life. so much enough.

Gakuen Alice Academy 学園アリス

2010-06-27T11:00:00.003+08:00

Just read 学園アリス in mangafox.com, the waiting is painful for me! Some takes one month to release @ Japan. Some twice per month! But it was damn touching and nice to the max ( maybe for girls only ) . I have the feeling of writing about this AGAIN.

I've been talking about this manga alot alot! The first manga that i've read to make me interested in Anime, minus off those kind of Naruto from the past . This make me chase from last year till now w/o fail althou there's some break in between cause was busying dating. HAHA

Anyway, girls will sure like to listen/ read love story. This is one, but is not love in term of bg relationship. Is friendship love, a friendship between 10years old kids with unique power, alice. Is so heartening that you can cry, the only manga i cry reading it. Seem so cartoon right, but this is anime world! Anything can happen. I wonder is there really those kind of friendship, i would want one too! The story is more than the summary could said! So remember to catch it.

Me love this character the most Imai Hotaru. I don't know how to describe this character, but i love her the most! ♥♥

Summary from the manga!
Mikan and Hotaru are best friends. They grew up in a small town in the remote countryside. When Hotaru moves to a school for geniuses in Tokyo, Mikan misses Hotaru so badly that she decides to travel to Tokyo herself to find Hotaru. She finds Hotaru in a school called "Alice Academy", and finds that the school is actually for people with special powers called "Alices." Narumi-sensei, a teacher at the school, discovers that Mikan also happens to have a very rare Alice, and Mikan is admitted into the academy where she immediately meets Natsume and Ruka. There she not only finds true friends, but love, and a life that she will never forget. However, she and her new friends have to climb enormous obstacles if they are to ever find real happiness; but what is real happiness for Mikan and her friends?

P/s, if you interested in this manga, you can watch anime @ animeshippuden.com for the first half. Then read the manga. [ the manga dont provide the first half ] .

2010-06-27T00:21:00.003+08:00

Yesterday Talk-Over-Night @ ECP's skate park. Sleepy to the max! But in the end, never talk so much, I always fall back and wanted to sleep. Disaster! This told me ' never t-o-n when you have school in the morning ' . Anyway, it was was a big eye open @ skate park, that two guy is so ~~stupid~~ trying to stun using that kind of stupid bike. HAHA but it was cute to the max. Laughing like mad! Work the day thru my saturday!!! Anyway tomorrow meeting this few people and some for Keith(Kim)'s gig. OHYA. i want haolian i finally got my BB bold, HAHA. sleepy now, goodnight.

What have go over us? I've never forgotten about you twoooo! Don't ignore me ):

Husby!

2010-06-21T23:53:00.004+08:00

Husby husby! Aint he handsome?!! Maybe not really compare to those plastic guys. Althou my koreancraze is over, but i like him like how i like to eat dubu and kimchi! & he is dumb enough to keep falling down! How cute is that! IS DAMN CUTE-LURBLURB-

I'm still the same girl

2010-06-20T22:17:00.004+08:00

I'm so lazy to go imageshack and uploaad picture. Finally got everything done. Look much like a hair than a grass! <: Loot a few treatment product which reallyy cost a bomb with a hair mask that only i have it! HAHA how cool isit. Dinner @ mof & home. Those dessert is not enough for me. Who wanna bring me for dessert buffet? <:

So tired now, school tomorrow! baibai

Stylo Milo

2010-06-19T02:12:00.002+08:00

I know this skin is style. Credit to blogger and yours truly.
I need to sleep. GoodNight.

Still surviving

2010-06-15T23:46:00.003+08:00

Is cool for me to bring guitar around but is damn heavy, just awhile my back bond hurts haha. Is'nt it cool if a GIRL is a guitarist or drummer. (y)
I need a honey lemon tea to get my voice back again!
I will upload this space with pictures again.

Always remember you are invincible.

2010-06-12T23:19:00.004+08:00

Hi im xia0_cuti3 LOL. okay lame.

YES! tomorrow last day of pc show, don't wanna talk much about pc show, to me is crap cause i'm selling LG notebook! But people there are great like sentosa. School start soon too. I've not been enjoying my holiday. On working madness. Next semester holidays i'm going to enjoy the best of my life, go out overnight like mad! okay im just kidding.

Should i spend my upcoming pay? Cause i know my pay @ pc show will not be much. I should save for my dream phone right? By july i can get it already! But i need so much stuffs now. Headphone/ Ipod/ New set of benefit's make up. I know pay day is the next two day but not much! I will try not to touch it >: sadsadsad i want to spend money.

... Maybe headphone first HAHA.

A light note for myself ; get your hair roots and new colour done on sunday!

2010-06-08T22:24:00.002+08:00

Sometime i don't understand myself.
First, I'm currently craving for SUSHI! h3h3. That day buffet i didnt get to eat many, i'm scare i'm full easily.
Second, Went for the IT interview yesterday, comfirm on that day and working @ Pc show @ LG with Evelyn. I don't know why i working for either.
Third, Today morning woke up feel like bringing my cotton on's bag out, was finding thoroughly and giving up soon, i suddenly realise the bracelet in on the bag, so i went up and down my bedroom making a mess just for it, i can't find it, im sad...
Fourth, 3 hours ago, you wanted to sleep, but now butt are sticking on the chair still.

Life is lethargic already, im making worst.
Esther YOU MUST ...
SAVE MONEY, STOP SPENDING MONEY & BE A HAPPY BYTCH.

Hi diary

2010-06-05T22:26:00.002+08:00

I'm sick i'm sick once again. ): When am i going to stop falling sick. Grr. Oh shits my pay would'nt get many many already. One week almost 2 days. Next week only one day! Ah. I have so many things plan to buy.
Today went work-_-, i think im god. Sick still can face computer and type. Schooling/work also computer. @ 8 meet up with Sisters & Beca @ balastier BKT. Don't know when the next time gonna meet them. Our outing seem so un-consistent. ): I still love them as usual!
3pix @ sentosa with w16k @ wednesday!
Overnight after that when Geo & Daud came. Cool.

I WANT TO BE FAT. WANT IT SO MUCH THAT IT HURTS. HAHA LAME.
WHO WANT GO JOGGING WITH ME? <:

2010-05-31T21:59:00.003+08:00

I'm getting sick of my hair like serious, if really look back i have this hairstyle for like 3 or 4 years. Finally it reach longer than before but hair texture damn spoilt. Shouldn't have dye and rebond @ the same time. Freak freak freakkkkkkk it now getting thinner, I want thick and brown hair!!! soonsoon. What should i do, feel like cut short, cut of those spoilt parts. But i know i will regret sooner or later. HA
Spend day @ boyfriend house playing poker cards. He make me laugh damn crazy. Joke max. I win him alot of games! Hehe your baby also poker face huh. @:

I can't wait on wednesday! I bet it will be darrrrrrrrn fun. w16k\m/, miss them already.
"Heaven is playing on us" Remember?

2010-05-29T22:10:00.003+08:00

Hi i love Ray boyfriend.

Faster monday kay, i want meet you! <:

2010-05-29T14:06:00.002+08:00

I miss my "ahlian" colour hair suddenly. HAHA Should i dye light colour? Since i seen blond/ pink hair in my school. Maybe before school reopen after holidays. hehe. Boring shits @ home. Urghh.

2010-05-28T09:29:00.003+08:00

A post before going to work @ sentosa later. Currently having 2 part-time job, and its going end of month soon. Need to go redsands to sort up those stuffs. Somemore! having boyfriend and holidays = need to meet sisters!! ++++++++++++ IM BROKE. sai siah serious. Pay faster come ): bo lui liao!
Yesterday mooooood serious a bad one, i change damn fast. Maybe i should'nt saying things that don't go through my big brain. I will control :) Know nothing & talk nothing the best. After lesson, watch sister's keeper @ w16k & off to gig @ Blackhole, which is freaking @ my estate! I don't even know that this place exist in that kinda kampong haha! Its was awsome Keith. (y)

Okay bye, i miss Bi ):

2010-05-25T19:53:00.002+08:00

OMG THE FIRST GUY IS DAMN SHUAI. -drools- kkzx, is the first guy that sing! But still faithful to Onew. Im some sort like mad -_- , but whatever i love boyfriend most.

Okay im gotta do some work nao! excel excel excel & programming test tomorrow! Wish me luck! Me holidays coming soon! Two weeks holiday starting from this week. Anyone wanna book me must faster :)))

2010-05-23T19:00:00.003+08:00

I think i neglect this space alot. Cause i really have no pix to update my this dead space. Is there anyone still viewing? HAHA. cause i feeling of talking/ typing to the air right now. So much stuffs happened, but no matter what as long as i go school everything just go off with my laughter. My class never fail to make my laughing engine go on. o.m.gee i really don't want a change of class @ semester twooo! )))))))))))))))):
As im having fun with my polymates, i will never forget the fun i had with my secondary school mates. I SOUND OLD WHEN IM REMINISCE. Okay im currently feeling blissful now, all the love and caring that people gave ♥ ♥ . Okay im coming back to this space, so stay tune. HAHA
On some small notes :
Holidays starting next week!
Im back @ NZN Sentosa !
Im back with LanpaOng !
I miss all my audi(s) Clique!

2010-05-17T00:56:00.001+08:00

I will update this space soon, i'm still getting my life right on track. See you.

2010-05-10T19:54:00.002+08:00

SO MANY THINGS TO DO, SO MANY THINGS TO BUY.

Gotta write it down somewhere to remind myself! Maybe gonna buy a little diary for myself to write little notes. Spending seriously must control, no more junks foods, no more junks stuffs! I also want a new phone by june! Can i ): I wouldnt make my mind on BB alrd. Cash TIGHT! ;cry!

okay im gonna go clean my up my bed now. Toodle.

2010-05-09T01:18:00.004+08:00

A moment ago i was feeling hyper max. Now im abit moodless. I find myself weird untill i can't accept it.
I shouldn't feel so sad, i shouldnt shouldnt i shouldnt. I mean i have no reasons.
I've gotta over all of them, ALL of the guys. maybe my moodless not because of them. I dont know. Pathetic. I really need to do something to keep myself occupied.

2010-05-07T20:39:00.004+08:00

I can say i love you to any other mammals i loved, i liked. But to a special someone, im too shy to open my mouth to say.
Omg aint it sweet. I read girls' comic alot. Be it one shot manga or series. But there's no way a story like this will be happen to real life. A prince & a princess and a happily ever after. Althou my comic don't have this ending. I LOVE SCHOOL & I ALSO LOVE WEEKEND! CAUSE I CAN SLEEP!♥ Been sleeping too much, been eating too much. max much. Good food make me happy, shopping make me excited & sleeping end my wonderful day well. what will tomorrow come?
Ohya maybe i should study for my UT for friday. So fast test!!! ): But after test there will be class outing! Maybe chalet! XOXO CHALETCHALETCHALETW16K. okay im going mad soon, been a hyper little girl too much.

I don't know how long im i going to stay this way.

Vexed

2010-05-07T01:15:00.003+08:00

I like school like serious, i like my class like serious. Fun, funny, where i keep my time other than work. But i hate school when i have so many thing to do. RJ, homework and etc. I'm saying this because I SLEPT THE DAY THRU HAVEN DOING MY RJ. STUPID BROTHERRRRRRRR. I keep doing the wrong things @ the wrong time, meeting the right person @ the wrong time, let him go and here im suffering, meeting the quite wrong person @ the right time, suffering and break up. Now dont trying giving me anymore, whether be it only you care or what. Cause i don't care, don't ended up make yourself suffer. You say you don't mind, but i mind, cause to me there's no more another "him" that able to entertain me.

I guess i better stop continuing typing. If not ended up cursing everyone that pass by my life.
Just a word for one, you give me hell, i wouldn't give you a good life either. h3h3h3h3

Virus Invading

2010-05-02T20:42:00.003+08:00

I'm sick once again, everytime when im sick, its always worst. Sigh.
For the first time, i''ve cough too much, that it hurt my throat badly! In need of honey lemon right away! hope i can have it tomorrow ): !
There's so much things i wanna do! $_$ , im saving like mad now, since im sick + no appetite i can save up the sum as soon as possible. Gonna work tomorrow also, faster do my work so i can relax. I always like to leave things till tomorrow, or tomorrow's tomorrow. Okay gonna do excel work now!

Don't treat me good, it wouldnt do any good to you. I don't want anymore regret. One is enough, i'm not gonna explain & bring up the matter again. So quit asking.

W16K!

2010-04-26T23:48:00.005+08:00

W16K FTW ! \m/ . Im kinda like energetic now, just took a short nap and woke up with shock, maybe im lucid dreaming, HAHA i woke up thinking is 11 which is only 9, and i haven do my RJ & etc. Who wouldnt shock cause i already got a m.f D grade for my science module for god know whats reason. Cant wait for today grade to be out. So currently coping like "well" , every daily grade, B. just hope to maintain all B, or at least get some As. <: Today is definately fun day, everyone wore OP shirt, white max the room, except for some. & took photos after the lessons, but some already went home. awwh sad. TMR MATH, our classs phobia. Just a few for today, others & even video are on FB, we are so stupid pose and realise we took recording!
Juhh! & Ida.

18 years old! / 92 withs a few of extra infront. HA

& Girls \m/.

Some odd random stuff now, does someone you know for a few months, but you ONLY just know his name & bump to him like only a few time. Does that make you his friend? Pathetic. ;Wild. Got to get back to my bed now. Luv^^

Eenie meenie mine mo lover

2010-04-19T23:06:00.002+08:00

Just done my RJ, everyday school presentaion madness and go home must do ReflectionJournal, & today went to work right after school, currently doing freelance accountancy @ my sis's shop! HAHAHA. Can mad much cause im tired!! Tomorrow still meeting eugene early go macdonald BREAKFAST :D , Deluxe! here i come :3 Random pix on any random day, just to say im having a good time, taking a good care of myself @ my bad poiint, but im turning away. To a better route. Hope you are too boy. <:
@ ASTONNNN.

@ MR CURRY!

HI AMANDA.RAYMOND.

Im currently eating good F-O-O-D like a PIG! :> Im still skinny as ever, i dont mind dying early (Y) ! Okaythxforviewing! Gonna sleep, someone gonnaa kp me if i dont.

Anger got over me

2010-04-17T23:34:00.004+08:00

Last day of orientation, left only girls & 2 sl @ night, all ran half way. I was going too man >: But its fun anyway. Had all the shouting, it make me miss all the camps @ secondary, where we shout & shout like mad. omg, i miss my secondary camp mates/ gg like mad. went home like around 8, saw Jeff on mrt & we went to fortune to have damn late dinner with Sist.

I realise when I'm not in the good mood, i like to spend money like free flow only. Loot a few clothing from cotton on and a pouch and books/one shot comic from kino. It can help to pass my time on MRT like everyday. If not i will feel like sleeping much! After looting went to meet Amanda & Raymond for dinner @ ion, watami jap res. camwhore much & i having a serious stomachache like how i run the toilet a few days back. Dont know what i have ate wrong.

Serious need someone who can able to care for me everyday, able to control me in a unique way, able to look @ my face expression, able to coax me. the most make me feel that im important. Want it so much much much. From the start i though he can do it, but slowly as time goes by, problem, facts came in, everything change. He dont know when im sad, angry, happy, i guess that the worst that a human can be. & now im slowly realising my blondbond like sisters and my real sis is the one i guess. They know what i want what i need...
Maybe you want to know the reason, is not i dont love you, is there's so many things i cant accept already, the coldness you gave, the expression when you with your friends & me is totally different. I have given many excuses for you to myself, i have run out of it already.

Its hard to walk thru the dark corner w/o your hand on mine.

2010-04-16T00:34:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow will then update pictures from rp's orientation. By then they will be uploaded already or whatsoever. Last day is fun max, i need spam honey lemon drinks aready! Im craving for ittt.

Uh, from now on i wouldnt be blogging often. I'm kinda tired of everything maybe im just tired now thats all! Nights people!

Love is letting go of the one you love, hoping that they will come back to
you when they realize what they have lost.

Quoted from some people blog while im blog hopping. Same thinking as well. Im betting this chance, which is around 1/100.

2010-04-13T22:44:00.002+08:00

I dont have standard for guys, its already hard to find someone that love you & you love him. But now i want someone who can read my mind w/o i saying anything.

Okays, not gonna update till i have pix. My life is serious boring some months ago. school starting soon, single now, and alot of outing going to come soon, i will make my life excite again. & im quite happy now! Cause brother share some good news to me & he actually hear what i rant about my r/s. Althou hes young, but i have a listener and he agree to everything i said!

Okay, untill here, going last day orientation tomorrow, i need friends serious, if not i will die in poly! or even tomorrow. Untill 9pm! ahbye.

2010-04-12T20:15:00.002+08:00

Dont take my understanding for granted, i wouldnt think twice again to show you my stubborness next time.

Im so pissed!!
Orientation was not bad overall, games games games today, like officially orientation start from tomorrow. Saw those familier faces but i didnt went up to say hi. Hate the shy of me.
This sppace is dead. serious dead, no tag no nothing.

There's once, maybe twice, not thrice.

2010-04-09T11:56:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday Barbibaby!

Didnt celebrate on the day itself, just met him last night pass him the presents, wanted to spend the whole night movie or talk thru the night out which i think impossible cause hes tired-.- so we just cuddle and sleep the whole night. Have to help my sist run errand & take photo ID for my poly stuffs & slack @ my sis shop till 7pm till she knock off? Feel like take my brother laptop & play maple there. Ahhh mad.

Hmm maybe i should restart twittering or not?
You are good @ crushing my mind.

2010-04-06T01:07:00.009+08:00

Currently babysitting @ mama house. Boring max. Lucky got hana kimi.
I'm feeling so sick now. I've not been taking care myself lately, not eating proper, now my stomach/gastric hurts!

Later on didnt get to meet baby, not feeling a little sad, maybe getting used of meeting him once a week. Hopefully tomorrow i can take my time to do my things tomorrow, example hair doing & shopping. Since i have prepare outing clothes for later on.
I'm sleepy but dont feel like sleeping! sometime ...... FML.

OHYA! FROM NOW ON, IM GONNA HAVE FUN UNTILL SCHOOL REOPEN! Althou im declaring bankcrupttttttt!!!! I dont know where my money goes, past two days i saw my wallet having 100 bucks. Now my wallet left 20 bucks. -'-

When i'm ...
Scared, you werent there.
Sad, you werent there.
Pissed, you werent there.
Happy, you werent there.
Having a good time, you werent beside me neither. Where were you?

P/s, i think i hear too much emo song.

Sarangheyo.

2010-04-04T09:50:00.003+08:00

I feel like calling you to talk about it. You've seem like ignoring me awhile, then after awhile care about me, hot & cold. But i know we will be ended up quarreling, even ended up time out or break up. Are you different or am i childish? Some people have their other partner calling them every night to talk about what they doing today or just chit chatting on phone. I dont think we have done it once. Im kinda jealous of them. I so much want you to put aside your game & accompany me for awhile before i went to sleep. A message a day is hilarious, even my guy/girl friend will call up & ask me how am i doing.
I dont want to bring up the promise you promise me during genting trip cause i dont want to be a irritating bitch using what you promise to threaten or whatsoever. I will treat it as you say it in a rash cause you dont want to lose. Can you search your heart & tell me do you still love me?

I hope you still reading this blog.

2010-04-04T09:17:00.004+08:00

Is a good weather now, raining & dark. Good timing for sleeping now, your bedroom will be so cosy and cold. But what im doing now? TRYING TO UPLOAD PIX & NOT SLEEPING -_- . Whatever im gonna post something & prepare to go to work. I bet today comfirm be a boring day also, cause its raining now. Hope it rain the whole day so i can slack for abit. I serious dont feel like working, i hope baby will be there to company me. >:

02 april @ Class bbq 2009. Met clarence & Hanjie @ amk hub, brought mango ice & clarence drove us to EastCoastPark for bbq, receive all the foods & accessories & off to the pit. Not bad is just a short distance, cause im carrying the charcoals. Is heavy, but not as heavy as the guys >< . Waited for the others to come, and start bbq-ingg. All blame me not to start fire early. Zz . Okay lah lets the pix do the talking.

03April @ Clark quay > Boat quay > Orchard. Su korean bbq @ BQ , expensive & not worth, althou the beef is nice, but only two slices! -_- Side dishes dont really look appealing to me either. After eaten we went to orchard cause i want to find baby's birthday present, in the end, i brought a bag myself instead! Haha. Next time i will shop alone for it again.

Neoprintssss! Dont know since when the last time we took it!! Blonde hair! :]

Fruits tarts paradise @ orchard central. We never fail craving it when we are in town!

ONEW YA!

Thats all. kthxbye.

I will turn into something beautiful

2010-04-03T14:02:00.003+08:00

I saw something real cute!! Gonna keep it a secret till i get it. Rebecca gonna love me for thisss, thou my sis scold me for it cause is expensive. But whatever. Dont know why im liking snsd so much, but not to the extent of gaga over them. Their songs really thumbsup. ?
Gonna go prepare to go CQ for kr bbq. Omg bbq again-.- . Bye upddate tonight or tomorrow night withs picture. I know my blog is dead.
I miss my baby :>

2010-03-31T23:15:00.003+08:00

I'm no naive @ all, dont take me as a girl anymore. I'm not that gullible, i see things more than you. More than you expected. You better get your brain fix instead.

2010-03-31T00:08:00.003+08:00

Babye? Are you missing me like i missing you? I doubts so.

You told me, you said.

2010-03-30T00:58:00.002+08:00

Finally poly stuffs has done. But cant get used to the stupid computer. So senstive & the flash player i have to redownload. Kanasai! Im so hungry right now i cant think properly, & wah nabei! i was afking in the ship going to ludi and i die inside.-'- !!!! BAKA

Im now craving for Canele's chicken cesar salad & pasta & corn soup. Im so hungry T.T baby not saving me. I regret not going Ichiban just now. WALAOOOO EH.

2010-03-28T21:49:00.003+08:00

Just a dream - carrie underwood
I swear this song is nice & very sad, i fall in love when i heard it today @ skybar. I remember telling someone, if ever my boyf or husband met in a accident and died, i wouldnt even find another him. *Touchwood* . Will put it on my music list when im free. Im so lazy now. Tomorrow have to wake @ 6? Daddy fatching me to rp to configurate my laptop. (Y)
Time pass faster today as there's a partner to work with & not very busy, he gave me ideas for baby's birthday prezziez, and two voucher of coffee bean's yogurts or ice cram. But fcuk, it got wet due to my water bottle. Sucksucks! & heard frm skybar manager, someone calls him and said she want new zealand's office number as to compliment the girl who was working @ friday night, which was me. Lol. that she make my daughter happy. Oh how sweet. I only know it today-.- After a week. Damn slow. & worse, i cant remember the incident. But whatever, im happy!

2010-03-25T21:20:00.002+08:00

Oh hi , time for update.
Om.gee. school starting soon in two weeks time, & im not in the mood for school neither for work. Who will want to work if you have enough money to spend for all you like. -_- ! & finally brother say okay to lend me his laptop for my poly school. I sooooooo dont want to sell my netbook for a secondhand laptop. Abit retard.
Gonna take it easy on some stuffs, especially gaming & r/s wise which is actually link. & Esther! you got so many to do, why think so much. please turn back to the usual self where you dont care EVERYTHING. HA!
Okay saying the word gaming, im currently playing official server of maple. - llaromantiQ . kkkzx, idk what i typing. everything so random. I will post pictures if can, for my upcoming events.

Cant stand a person who use COMMITSUCIDE to solve problems.

2010-03-23T23:03:00.006+08:00

" In the game of love, the one who feels hurt the most is the loser. "

When im trying hard not to be, im turning it slowly.

2010-03-17T21:51:00.003+08:00

Genting pixxxxx ^^v.

Yesterday was gr8 with babye. Suki sushi w/ him! Im have been craving for teriyaki tofu for so long!~ Watch 2 movie, everytime is like a movie marathon with him. Duh. Seriously i hate myself for spending money like water, even my mouth keep say I NEED TO SAVE MONEY FOR POLY LAPTOP. But in the end, i never save! FML.
Im NOT gonna give myself any promise, cause i know i never do it! ): thats what babye angry about @ me all the time. I always break promise. & for that i've given my last promise to him, not to break any promise. -_- sound weird. w/e !
Sleep sleep sleep!!! , gonna work tomorrow !! URGHHHHH. Thurs-Sat!!